elemental alchemy

it starts with the heart
the beat produced
made waves in the cave 
full of amniotic juice
fluid taught me properly 
as part of the physical
it represents blood 
shifting cyclical
which symbolize the tides 
as they fall and rise
tied to the moon 
high up in the sky
providing the elliptical 
emotional motions
that move the fluids 
and flow the oceans
in primordial ooze life began
as fish onto sand
water to land
earth to fire 
and fire to sky
we're all going to die 
and nobody knows why
so why sit around grounded 
too terrified to fly?
i compiled body, mind, soul
the goal to mold it
years blast past 
and all i have to show is
this lowly poet 
who's flow is
slunted and drunken
using wind lungs bring 
to sing something
breath collects 
every letter never sent
left forever 
compressed in sediment
with fossil lists intermixed 
i split it with a hammer
sift through the sand 
and shift the grammar
from random ramshackle 
abandoned commandments
hypocritical shit 
that contaminates this planet
to engaged awakening 
replacing wasted dreams
run under sun 
bathe in the stream
but the best intentions 
melt on inspection
in a wrecked mess 
by heckled questions
second guessing 
and unlearned lessons
its a place blame game 
i play scapegoat
with a pack of cards 
and a hat that makes smoke
to cloak the physical
hidden invisible
with camouflaged gods 
twisted and mythical
i'm a little groggy
slept for ages
a bored wasted and shapeless 
restless mess, lets
take form and taste death
one section blessed
paradise manifest
endless seraphs 
nestled in sex
the rest a depth so dark 
no light can pierce it
tyranny and fear 
revealed at their fiercest
ferocious, atrocious 
and i still stay focused
in the humming coming 
from swarms of locusts
insect infested 
hive mentality
with downward spiral 
viral mentality
callously making poor decisions
feeding ambition to televisions
with wisdom and precision 
let's catch what all is missing
a magician in musician
i curse in cursive
nurse a purpose 
plus encourage students
to build a new school 
and this is just the blueprint
for a luminous movement 
of unusual fusions
music produced 
to remove illusions
ignite the light 
you view right through them
i see confused humans 
glued to conclusions
the solution is freedom 
but fools prefer cages
i use refused daemons
refer them as sages
you can drill holes in chaos 
until nothings holy
kill all your friends 
and pretend you're not lonely
stay pinching pennies 
to buy yourself that pony
i cultivate inner space 
and grow from what its shown me
the elliptical orbit 
spans the planets
enhanced advancement 
every time i ran it
now its standard 
expand bandwidth every second
clear direction 
no guessing or questions
less look out below
best rise up and sing
elevate the ape
its time to grow wings
master the spectacular 
and after the laughter
relax in the pasture 
where happy calves gather
off the path where the grass is
rip wit to bits 
to stitch it up in patches
rehashed madness 
trapped words with snares
lured in verbs 
which herd unaware
cured them in pure mercury
to learn purpose 
we curiously
burn tobacco and hash 
to make a basic state change
turn earth into air 
by inhaling flame
brains smelt metals 
with elemental alchemy
find gold in lead
redefine reality
said example 
look at the right angle
and junkie transforms 
to dust-headed hipster angel
a wino's rambles 
become words of a prophet
government turns evil empire 
gotta work to stop it
while they hellbent on malevolence 
i revel in intelligence
combine the elements 
and write rhymes 
that are relevant
a resident of earth 
and the cycle of dirt
death and birth 
last and first
awake, asleep 
and keep seeking meaning
in the city 
i see while dreaming
imaginary matrices 
made of concrete
all races and creeds 
across the same street
big crunch situation 
every place one nation
small world theatrics 
minus disney animation
i'm waiting cross legged 
to ascend the 5th dimension
listen to intuition
abandon apprehension
mind occupied 
where lives that died reside
with lost lullabies 
of annihilated tribes
played light on bark pipes
made from piled archetypes
building blocks of thought 
from before talk was taught
i craft scattered rafters 
into simple city plots
rocks make up the walls 
with pine pitch glue
stitch lines of design 
for the sun to shine through
henge stone till the cows come home
even if they roam off
now only bones 
slowly grown soft
with moss blanket, grass bed 
asleep for ages
awaken when satan's hand 
turns the final pages
to pen the end 
after the rapture
we begin again
i'll catch you next chapter